I am going through lot of hardships, I tried to suicide twice but did not succeed in it. I am a middle class boy. I have a elder sister who has a good decent package in an it company but she works as a vip prostitute in her free time / weekends. After 12 she went out for her engineering and then job. We were happy she was earning good helping family and was very good with family members and others.

I too got admission in engineering college in Kolkata. I am with one of the guy from different college together rented a 2bhk flat. My college was just 1.5km from the college. I was in my 1st year my sister switched company and was posted to Kolkata. So after discussion with all it was decided she will stay for a month in my flat and search for a flat and shift there. Everything was going good i used to go to college everyday as it was my 1st year. After a week there took an incident which changed my whole life. I forgot to bring my lab copy so i took my frnds bike and went to my flat and opened the door with the key and what I saw just changed my whole life. My sister and my flat mate were found in objectionable position were doing s*x. I could not digest it tears started rolling down silently i took my copy and went back to college. Lot of thoughts started coming to my mind. I was just shocked could not do anything nor could say anything to anyone i was disturbed i was questioning how this happened. Once again i saw them at ni8 after few days i was like whom to say and what to say i was questioning myself. After few days i was using her laptop and was surfing from nowhere i just opened Whatsapp web. My sister another number Whatsapp was login which we were not having no family members. And what i saw was disheartening. In that Whatsapp she only had messages from unknown numbers. She shared n*de photos videos with guys and she was taking payment for everything and every weekend she used to go to one guy. Or whenever she is free. It was heartbreaking for me to see my sister do all this knowing the fact that she already was earning around 1L rupees per month. Now she moved back to Bangalore. But she was here for a year and more and now the things are spreading.

I am left with no friends everyone started talking about my sister saying I have done with her and all rubbish thing, I am no more with that flat mate. He spread all things. I am alone now and I cant even share with anyone I feel like there’s only option left suicide. My childhood friends are slowly getting known about my sister and talking things about her. My sis coming back to my town. I feel like there’s no other option then suicide