I am in Love with a married man who is 20 years older
I am in love with a married man but I believe it’s not either of us fault. We eventually met and we liked each other and fell for each other. It’s been 2 years since we are dating. I knew from Day 1 that he is married and he has a kid but things just happened. He has been my support system from day one. He is 20yrs. Older than me. We are very clear that we don’t want to stay with each other because I don’t want to break his family it’s just that he is my peace, my blessing. I was in a very bad state when I met him. I was dealing with anxiety and depression when we met and eventually he healed everything. I can’t even think of leaving him but I know one day I will have to move on. It’s is very difficult for me to even think. I am just going with the flow. But thing that pisses me off is he block me whenever he
wants. He stop picking up my calls, he switches off his phone whenever he wants. I don’t know how to deal with all this.