My Boy Friend threatens to KILL me if I leave him
I had been in a relationship for 2 years And I meet him in a park with my friend that day he didn’t even talk with me he proposed my frnd but my frnd didn’t accept him and he took my number from her and proposed me but I had a past before where he cheated on me after using me physically and I was still recovering from my past but he convinced me emotionally to accept his proposal and before I get into the relationship I told everything about my past to him and he said he will accept me with all my past he told he will heal me but I never excepted that he will break me again. Everything was good until 6 months of relationship then a fight occurred at my house he bought my past and abused me just because I was not willing to go for a function with him which broke me again and he didn’t even ask me sorry for his words later on he became soo toxic that he didn’t even let me go out with my frnds and even my own family. Even if I want to go out with my girl friends also I used to fight with me and go but still he used to call me back to back and scold me scream at me and if I go out with my friends I should meet him at which time he tells if I go 1 min late or if I say it will be late he used to talk bad about me later on I fought about this and then he was letting me go out but take all that when we fight everytime we fight he used to bring my past and abuse me badly later on he asked me to get physical with him but I denied and for that he said with how many boys did u slept your a slut and used to beat me I couldn’t tolerate him anymore and he forced everyday to have s*x with him and I agreed for that later on he forced me get married after my diploma and we used to have fight because of this marriage topic he was not supportive towards me whatever I say he was opposite to me he opposed all my dreams.
He was forcing me to get married but I was only 17 and I was not ready to get married before I get successful and even he didn’t had job so i was pushing forward the marriage and he used to fight and beat me for that also and I supported him financially I told my family lies that he goes for work and all every month I used to pay his EMI from my scholarship and from my moms account without informing her and he even asked 50000 from my grandma which he returned but he never listen to me when I used to say something he used to ignore me how much ever I do for him at last I’ll be left alone and empty he used to just use me for his needs if I say no he used to talk bad about me I gave him many chances to correct himself but he never changed his toxic side for me and he kept on asking chances I don’t know what he needs from me and he even lied his age he said 25 when I get into the relationship later on he said his age is 29 but in his birth certificate it’s 32 1 still don’t know his age. every time we fight he used to bring my past and hurt me using bad words on me I was tolerating all his toxicity till he spoke about my family badly like I even told him my family issues I trusted him but he broke all my trust and one of my childhood frnd was texting me causally he blamed me that I’m having affair with him so I blocked my frnd and he was beating me if I didn’t listen to him i tolerated everything until he spoke about my family that time I decided to come out of this relationship as it was becoming very toxic which wasn’t good and I blocked him everywhere then he contacted my friends saying in our home they were fixing engagement and I said no so l blocked him and he was telling my frnds to tell me to unblock him I said them also to block him later he took help from my brother my own brother didn’t supported me he supported him from finding if I got into another relationship and if I text with friends also my brother used to say everything to him
where I’ll go with whom I’ll call everything to him till today and he comes and tell my family how to treat me and my father also supported him my father didn’t talk with me even once also from I was born just because I was a girl he used to come to my home everyday and threatened me to unblock him and be in a relationship in my home nobody is telling anything to him so I go to my frnds house and come late to home like 8 and when I come to my home my brother calls him and inform that I have come and he will come to my home when nobody is at home he comes and do one one drama everyday one day he will come and beg me to unblock me and talk with him like before and one day he comes and fight with me one day he will go to my grandma and complain about me that I’m roaming around with boys and tell my family to take my phone away. And one day exam was going on in our clg I had some frnds from coed clg I was seeing there question paper my frnd was a boy when I was talking to him suddenly my brother and him came and he said I have relationship with that boy and in front of our clg he talked bad about me and called my mom and grandma and said I’m roaming with boys and not going to clg and my mom called me and said to come to house when I returned home my mom called him to talk but my own family didn’t listen to my side of the story and he told without any reason I blocked him and I have got into another relationship and talk bad his family and he said that he spent 5L on me and my own father told I’m character less listening to him my own family supports him and not me And my mom and grandma said not to come home everyday after her studies will get her married to you and even after telling like that he comes home everyday and asking my family to get our engagement done.
When I said i don’t want to continue this relationship he blackmailed me to tell all my family secrets in front of my family and tell them we had physical relationship and tell my family about my past and he threatens to kill me if I leave him and in all these 2 years he never trusted me and he said I’m bad character less slut even after saying all this he still wants to marry me i don’t know what he wants from me I’m getting depressed day by day and my own family starting talking bad about me everyday I can’t stay anymore in this house I get su!c!dal thoughts I don’t know what I supposed to do. I don’t know what to do but I want to come out of this relationship please help me out in anyway